I sung the title in a sing-song voice based on a beautiful barbershop quartet... from Family Guy. I loooove Family Guy. It seriously cracks me up.Anyway, said irony occurred after I happily wrote about my wonderful self-control and ability not to eat past 4pm... to then have a mini binge! M went out and bought the usual zillions of calories of chocolate (it's not fair!) and I ended up buying a packet of cookies... argh. They had a 2 for 1 offer and M wanted the white chocolate ones, so I ended up going for the milk chocolate ones. They were a pack of 5 and I gave two to A and one to Z but I still ate two. That must be about 400+ calories in one sitting. Shocking!
I knew Ricky would make me pay.
"Hey bitch, haven't seen you in a while! You want good news, right? Well tough, fat pig, I'm gonna make you pay for those cookies you ate last night. You were so happy to get into the 120s, right... well guess what, welcome back to the 130s! Hahahaha. Fatty."
9 stone 4 lbs. Gahhhhh.
Today is liquid-only. I'm thinking - coffee for breakfast (which I've already had), soup for lunch, chocolate milk for dinner. Do y'all know about my love of chocolate milk? Oh man, I'm addicted. I know it's junk, but I don't see it as a bad food... a glass is about 150 cals, so I think it's an acceptable meal substitute. I'm already excited about drinking it tonight!
I didn't get the chance to go to the gym last night either - it closed early, argh! So today I'm going to go after lunch and live there for the rest of the day.
Oh hi, gym man, I'LL MAKE YOU EAT YOUR WORDS. Nobody calls me fat. Or, erm, proves it.
It's gotten to the point where it's affecting my dance choreography, because I go to the studio, look in the mirrors, and just focus on how gross my body looks. Need to change this pronto.
NEW FOLLOWERS. Eeee! The support grows... I'm doing this for you lot! Thank you for your lovely comments. Where I would be without all you ladies... writing this blog feels so good. I check blogspot and all the other blogs like you would not believe... straight on the internet, straight on blogspot!
I'm debating doing a body shot soon... just because I know it can be frustrating to follow a blogger and have all their stats but still really have no idea what they look like. It'll probably be before a night out and all dolled up, when I'm feeling skinny, and have batteries in my camera... so I have no idea when it'll come as of yet, but it'll come eventually. I'm really really nowhere near as skinny as the rest of you so be kind when you see me! And I'll probably remove the picture after about an hour or something for fear of being discovered and associated with my true identity, but it'll be there for a bit! I'll warn you when it's coming so you won't miss it :)
S'laters
Q x
OH MY GOD this blog like read my mind in so many ways hahhaha :-) I LOVE chocolate milk too- do you drink the soya one? The apro soya choc milk is really good for liquid fast/meal substitute/pre-gym energy boost! :) and it comes in calorie-cartons hehehee. Alssso i was contemplating a body shot too... I just hate trying to get the right picture, i take like 10 million haha! Anyyyway, good luck today, and the 2 cookies are nothing to worry about, they could have turned into 50 million cookies so well done for not bingeing! xxx
ReplyDeleteOoh no I haven't heard of the apro soya one! I'll have a look for it... does it sell in Tesco? Haha. Thanks for the support, I do feel bad about the cookies but ho hum, life goes on! Well done on your amazing new weight I'm unbelievably jealous :)
ReplyDeleteQ x
I was ALSO comtemplating a body shot haha, maybe leaving my face out but who knows. And trust me girl, your cookies were nothing compared to my East Side Mario's dinner last night. Sure, I got the healthiest option on the menu calorie wise, and only ate half. But, ITS PASTA. GAH, and I had chocolate at home.
ReplyDeleteShit shit shit. And wow, if only you could send me Ricky hahaa. We could share him from across the world.
Not at all. You should never feel worried by putting up your pictures. You'll only get support from me, and I try to be as positive as I can be. (and if you already fit into a U.S. size 6, then you're already doing rather good, trust me. The average size here for people our age is a U.S. size 14, haha. This fact even makes myself feel better, even though the U.S.is the fat country, haha :))
ReplyDeleteI love chocolate milk too! I totally relate there! haha