I think I'm at the phase of my cycle where I'm pre-periodic, as I'm getting SO HUNGRY these days. I can't be sure because I don't get periods any more because of my contraception, but I'm guessing. Bah. My eating is allll messed up. And Freshers Week starts tomorrow!I'm so stressed and unhappy right now. Stressed about my finance being rubbish, stressed about registering for uni, stressed about Freshers stuff... stressed about boys! Last night I went out and got absolutely ZERO male attention all night. I was unknowingly drunk and lost my friends and just thought hey ho, I'm gonna go home. Hahaha. What a loser I am.
The taxi driver was such a joker. It's normally about a fiver to get home but when I asked him how much, he goes "about 12 quid". I was like whaaaat? But he was kidding.
Still missing Boy like you would not believe. Sorry, J. Done with 'Boy'.
My GOD, my posts are mundane.
Had such a good bout on the treadmill yesterday. 25 minutes straight running, which is good for me. 5 minutes fat burn, then! I was dying to get to 30 but couldn't hack it. Some hot guys came up and started running next to me, and I felt like a twit with no make-up on all smelly and sweaty... then later on they turn up at my house for pre-drinks, oh great! At least they got to see me dolled up, so that beautiful gym look wasn't a lasting memory. Tonight I've got a session with my personal trainer and A told me when he had one the other day he absolutely KILLED him, so I'm actually pretty nervous! Supposedly he just made him sprint to death on an incline on the treadmill for half an hour... I SUCK at running so I'm worried he'll ramp me up to some ridiculous speed and I will literally just slide off the end and crumple on the floor as my tiny legs whizz to keep up and fail.
The session is at 8... so I'm allowing myself soup at like, half 6. Eating past 4, woah, unlike you, Q! Ah, we do what we have to do. It sucks, but hey ho.
lovelybones went on some calorie count website and it predicted what weight she should be... I went on that website and couldn't find that bit but I went on how many calories I should be consuming a day to hit my goal weight (8 and a half stone). 1500 a day. BAHAHAH. Fo reeeal? Even when I wasn't restricting I'd eat less than that and I just stayed the same weight/put on weight. They do say dieting women need 1500 cals a day. What? Does anyone actually get super skinny from that?
Rubbish.
I'm really curious to find out what weight it thinks I should be haha... so if you're reading, lovelybones, direct me, please!
Alrigh, speak later.
Q x
http://www.freedieting.com/tools/calorie_calculator.htm#
ReplyDeletehttp://www.losertown.org/eats/cal.php
Good luck with your trainer. You can push your body further than you think you can- trust him and you'll get the most out of it! & remember to cool down and stretch afterwards! xxx
^ Haha! Went on that website and it told me to have Intense Fat Loss with little/no excersize is 1100 cals a day. WHAT BULL.
ReplyDeleteGood luck at the gym :) xo
You knowww I'm reading :) you have to sign yourself up with an account first, which is a pain in the ass because I don't actually use the site haha. And then you have to "evaluate your goals" or some rubbish like that. You'll see as soon as you sign up, because it will ask you a ton of questions. It wouldn't let me put in any "daily calorie goal" that wasn't more than 1200.
ReplyDeleteAnd your posts are NOT mundane, I rather like them.
I happen to love your posts, hon. I read every single one (: it helps that your stats are rather close to mine. For some reason, when I find someone that's in the same place I am and I see them motivated, it motivates me as well. Everyone on here practically wants the same thing, just in different numbers.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with your training session!