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I'm sorry about the woe-is-me moan the other night. Not cool. Did appreciate the supportive comments though. I also love it when an acronym in one country stands for another somewhere else, so the other country can have a little giggle :) or just words in general, I mean fanny in America is just a kiddie word for bum, but in England it's... er... well, it's very entertaining when it's voiced in a little American kids' programme. Thus is my dirty mind. Ahem, anyway.

I like this thinspo picture because I swear I have those exact shorts. Well, can't be sure, because the photo's in black and white. Though MY shorts are black and white. Huh... I still relate it to it, alright? Especially because my shorts don't fit that great on me, where as she looks BUFF in hers... so I have hope that as I get skinnier, I'll look more and more like that.

I keep having these evening binges. Last night it was a bowl of cornflakes. I know, I know, it's not really a binge, but when you set yourself these rigid food rules, any extra food feels like massive failure. And it was after 8 o' clock. I hate eating after 8 o' clock. Does anyone know a way to get around this? Gah.

Ricky II is still saying 9 stone 6 lbs in the mornings... I'm getting obsessed so I'm banning myself from weighing myself except in the mornings, or I'm sure I'll break my friend's scales from overuse. They're digital so I feel like they're more accurate somehow - I hoped that at home this bloody 9 stone 6 lbs rut would just be down to my dodgy scales, but nope, my body seems to like being this weight! Urgh. I really need to exercise more. I've got some free gym induction with my friend today and although it's SO CHEAP for a top-standard gym (£20 a month) I really don't think I can afford it, or have that much time to go when term kicks in, which makes me sad. I haven't even got a job yet, but maybe if I get something really awesome-paying and find I have £20 to spare... well, who knows.

Think I might have to switch up the food plan a bit today... may have forgotten to defrost the chicken. How long does chicken take to defrost? Just looked it up on the net - it should probably have been an overnight thing. Ho hum. I'll have to remember tonight then eat it for lunch tomorrow. Lucky it's not a carby meal so it won't affect the scheme of things.

Had some weird dreams about Boy last night... we were all at uni again but he was boying me off majorly, like he wasn't interesed at all, and he looked really weird too, I swear at one point he looked like a fat ugly woman... what's that all about? I woke up and was actually relieved I hadn't seen him yet, and that he DID look like a normal bloke. I think it's about... 8 days or so til he arrives. Why am I counting? Pathetic. I don't even know if I'll see him until Freshers Week, but it will be kind of comforting to have him in the same area for a little while... he's about a 10 minute walk away. Ehh, one can only hope.

Was chatting to Female Housemate about HCF. Turns out she got the raw deal. I'd always thought he was pretty stuck on me, but denied access and he'll swoop anywhere... supposedly FH fell asleep in bed with Male Friend watching TV, at some point Male Friend got up and left, and when FH woke up, HCF WAS LYING NEXT TO HER. Urghhhhhh. (Sorry for all the acronyms, by the way.) She's got a single bed so it must've been COSY. So she pretty much ran out and got one of the boys to remove him, and as he left he was going "I really wanted to kiss her on the mouth... but she got a bit threatening" (HAHA, FH can be VERY intimidating when she wants to be.) So anyway, moral of the story is... HCF is a weirdo. And he seems to be a permanent fixture of our nights out. Oh joy.

Boy, hurry up and protect me?

Q x