<< ONE DAY I WILL LOOK LIKE THAT.Yesterday I stuck to my food plan pretty well, but I did binge a bit in the evening... had about 3 Alpen bars and more breadsticks with houmous. Urgh. The only good thing I can say is that even when I binge here, it's still healthy bingeing, as I just have no unhealthy stuff in the house for me to eat! Perfect, eh? I was hoping yesterday would come to about 400 calories total but I think with the binge it might have shot to 600... still, that's a hell of a lot less than 2000, so no complaining.
You might have noticed but I've stuck up a food plan. You don't have to care about it, I put it up for myself really, as this is a safe place to document my diet without odd questions from friends ("why aren't you eating more, Q?") Currently it's based on what food is in my house this week. Basic rules of my weekly food plan are - carbs every other day (except they're allowed on Fridays because it's vegetarian day and I don't think I could live on JUST vegetables), Fridays I become a vegetarian, Sunday I do liquid fasts (or try to, at least). A week-long liquid fast helped me look super skinny for my birthday celebrations so it's definitely a good thing to incorporate, and I don't think it's too unhealthy - women do it for a while before getting gastric band surgery as it helps your stomach shrink.
This week's plan does look incredibly lame, it will get more interesting next week... when I get a better variety of food! Speaking of, I was having a gander through my student cookbook yesterday... loooads of non-carby and healthy recipes (plus a whole section on veggie dishes - I plan on going full-on veggie for Lent this year, so that'll definitely come in handy!) so it's definitely gonna help when I'm planning my meals.
Got a whole malarkey of things to sort out today. I have a feeling time's going to drag until everyone comes back from summer holidays and uni starts again. Hooray.
Geez, I really have nothing interesting to talk about these days. You'll be pleased to know that a night out on the town is going to be rejected in favour of sleep this evening, despite the fact all my housemates are going out raving... which means one of my housemates is going to bring back this week's selection of weirdos to have sex in various rooms in our house, ughhh. DEFINITELY locking the door... at least I'll be hidden away so they can't perv on me. Last time one of them started eating our food! Good thing I'm a health freak so drunken randomers might not be TOO attracted by my low-fat houmous and lettuce...
I really really want some scales. Somewhere, Ricky is standing screaming in a shop (possibly with a makeover), waiting for me to purchase him and for him to start ripping into me again... I feel lost when it comes to weight loss (haha, no pun intended) without weighing scales! I haven't even got a tape measure, argh. Tomorrow I'm going shopping!
EDIT: Wow, if you're ever in need of some quickie thinspo, Britain's Next Top Model is the place to go! I was never able to watch it at home (nor America's Next Top Model, which I'm dying to see) but one of my housemates has downloaded Sky TV on to his Xbox and I just caught an episode. Phwoar, these girls are TINY - one of them had a bit of a bum (looked very sexy) and they were slating her for being too fat! One girl even said "she should be a plus-size model" - owch. And I do love staring at Charley Speed - he's such a great-looking model, so unique, and I'm 90% sure he was the male face of New Look going by recognition, but google doesn't seem to register that. Hey ho.
Q x
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