Croikey.

What a night! I was right, I did regret that post... but I was so angry and wanted to vent. Thank the lord I seem to be able to write and text perfectly when drunk... you know what I mean, not all "helklo mnmny name isss Q" or any of that.

Thank you thank you for the comments. I do love you lot so much.

<< I looove Lauren Conrad. I seriously think she's gorgeous and she's so skinny! Perfect thinspo.

It was a bizarre night... I mentioned it was L's birthday, well he collapsed on the dance floor in one of the bars we went to. Luckily I was with 12 guys so it wasn't a problem getting him outside (I really do have too many bloke mates) and he had to be taken away by an ambulance. A went with him. I kept texting/phoning A to see if L was ok, and at about 2am, he texted back and said he really wanted company. So I went to try and find him, but I had no idea where the hospital was... he gave me directions so I tried to follow them but trust my phone to DIE. So I'm strolling around the city at 2am with no idea where to go, without a phone, either. When his directions completely failed, I walked allllll the way back to the club (I had been walking a WHILE) and ended up getting a cab. Got there, and A wasn't there. Dithered around a bit til a nurse told me where to go, and directed me to some room... and there was L, lying on a hospital bed, unconscious. I work in a hospital so I'm used to seeing patients, but seeing him as one was really scary, with the little white band around his wrist and everything. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. I settled for laughing. What a way to welcome in his 20th birthday!

I was with him for a while (with him waking up occasionally and muttering random things) until A FINALLY turned up with M and Boy Mate K. A was completely LIVID. I get the impression from all of them that A had been worried about me and was convinced I'd been kidnapped or raped or something (I suppose my phone dying didn't help) and was running around at the speed of light, panicking. SERIOUSLY panicking. I was kind-of intrigued about what he was like, but of course he calmed at the sight of me, though he seemed pretty shaken up. Him and M were chatting in the cab home (when L got the all-clear) - "so terrified... thought something had happened to her outside that bar... oh my god, don't even want to think about it."

I felt so bad for working them up. But is it weird I felt kind of touched, as well?

Then we get home and the first thing I see is Boy and that girl... A hugged him to death when he saw him (hadn't seen him for 4 months) but I don't think A's even that interested in him, he just likes him because I'm involved with him. Course, now, I hate the fact he hugged him. So then, as I said last night, Boy left with this girl and M chased after him... and it all went downhill from there. I'm kind of worried what she said to him, but I imagine she seriously stuck up for me. Apparently at one point the girl tried to get a word in but M just looked at her and said "no, don't talk to me." I'm pretty sure I've mentioned, but M can be veeeery intimidating!

Cor, was it care-for-Q night or what?

Food yesterday was really good. Had some cornflakes for brekkie with skimmed milk. If you're on semi-skimmed, I really recommend switching to skimmed - it tastes exactly the same to me, but so much less fatty! Then went to the gym, then had half a bowl of this chicken curry thing, which was really nice, at about 3. And that was it, though I bet the alcohol calories didn't really help things. I reckon by food I must've had about 400 cals, though I have nooo idea how many cals were in all the alcohol... let's not think about it! Today I'm thinking grilled sausage for breakfast (hangover foood!) and chicken salad for lunch, as I have a chicken breast I really need to grill. Hooray! Meaty day...

Doubt I'll make it to the gym today as my feet are KILLING after last night and my muscles are aching after stretching yesterday, but I'll let myself off for having a day off.

Alright, let's see how Tuesday goes!

Q x