Dream eating

200 was sabotaged today by the weekly Sunday roast. Bah. Back to it tomorrow, then! Thank god when I go back to uni I'll have no reasons not to stick to my plan. I'm going back a week today, and for a good few weeks I'll have no formal uni, so I'm planning on going to the gym at LEAST 4 times a week. Hopefully every day! I need to start choreographing for the next semester of dance, too, and the studio at the gym is amazing for that. Got plenty going on this semester!

I had a binge in my dream last night. How weird is that? I remember eating pizza and chips and all this other weird stuff. Seemed to spend a while looking for garlic butter to dip my crusts into, and my friend kept loads in a Yazoo chocolate milk bottle. Woke up kinda halfway through it and realised it wasn't real and I hadn't binged, so I tried to dream my way back into it. Hey, it's a binge that won't hinder my weight at all! What's not to love?

Then again, I also dreamt I lived in a supermarket. Maybe my subconscious is telling me I miss food or something!

Haven't been exercising as much, either - think I might have left the workout DVDs at uni. Erck. Wish it wasn't so cold so I could go for a jog. I'm going to start choreographing this week, though (maybe tonight) and that can work me into a bit of a sweat, so that's not too bad.

Bit depressed about the grand total of 10,000 words I have to write over the holidays. When I get back to uni I am going to LIVE in the library. It's a total of 4 assignments, and I can get one polished and dusted without a library so at least that's 2500 words out of the way by next week, but the rest I really need the library for. Luckily I can whack out 1000 words or so per hour, so I'm not too worried.

Shopping again tomorrow... do I have an addiction to spending money? My god, I need the next student loan pay-in! Or a job at uni. Both would be nice!

EDIT: B put her New Year's Eve pics on Facebook. My god, I STILL look fat. Ok, there weren't really any body shots, but my face looks fat. From what you can see of me, I look gross. I look bigger than B. Well, at least next New Year's Eve I can look at a MUCH skinnier Q... ugh! Can't bloody wait!

Q x