Fo' real. I went to McDonalds today. McDonalds! What?? I never go there. Alright, it was B's idea, but I still went. Had a McChicken sandwich. AND ate dinner. Even ate BREAKFAST because my sister started jamming on about how it's the most important meal of the day. It was essentially a day of normal eating. The 400 will commence tomorrow and I'll be back on form, I swear.Finally sorted out NYE plans. B goes to uni in a town quite near we live so we're heading there as the nightlife is pretty good, and some of her uni girls are out (who I've met before, and who all seem perfectly nice) so it won't just awkwardly be the two of us. I've heard clubbing is DEAD on New Year's Eve but it saves sitting in and doing nothing. It kind-of frustrates me that last year NO-ONE had plans but this year everyone has separate plans. Ah well, at least I can welcome in 2011 in style! Hopefully dancing with a hot guy...
Oh, and the hair job's back on, tomorrow! I'm excited but nervous. I hope I can pull off the colour. I said to Mum this morning, "I'm going to check if the hairdresser's open" and she was all "NOOO it won't be hang on let me phone them," and quelle surprise, it's open! I knew it would be - surely the run-up to NYE would be a peak time? Loads of girls want new 'dos for the big night. Went in and had an allergy test this morning. They stuck a bit of cream behind me ear. Made me a bit paranoid that it'd mix with my hair, but it just sank in. Well, that or a random section behind my ear might be dyed red now.
I got an outfit today as well. Yes, MORE shopping. I'm terrible. Today I went for B and she was looking for nice clothes too, but she said she felt so fat she couldn't feel good in anything. Which is sad. That's the weird thing - I never feel fat when I'm clothes-shopping. Ok, bra shopping I do because I can SEE the gross flab on my body, but clothes hide it... the only time I get depressed is when, say, a size 10 doesn't fit me. I'll never feel fat IN the clothes, though. Maybe I kid myself that I don't look that bad. I don't know.
I think my legs are getting flabbier, though. Lack of dancing, argh!
Until tomorrow... fingers crossed for the hair!
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I hope you have loads of fun on New Year's Eve! My plans: nothing. Really, I was never big into New Year's Eve parties or anything :). I bet you'll have lots of fun! You would think everyone would be at the clubs dancing and drinking all night...but maybe everyone's at home drinking instead!
ReplyDeleteIf you have to go to McDonald's again soon and you feel pressured to eat, maybe you could get a salad or something delicious from the Cafe? Salads are filling but can also be very healthy & coffee is good anytime!
Be thankful you don't feel fat in clothes!!! I dread clothes shopping because I feel like a cow in everything. I absolutely HATE even thinking about going up a size. Maybe when I'm thinner I won't hate it so much, but clothes shopping has never been a think I enjoy. I would much rather people give me clothes instead! Again, feel blessed that clothes shopping doesn't make you feel fat!
Good luck with the hair appointment! I hope everything goes ok! You said you had Asian hair before? I think so...I hear Asian hair is really difficult to lighten because it's so dark, but I'm sure it's going to look great. You should take a pic!
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dw about the mcdonalds visit - that place is absolute torture in the temptation category. we can be good in the NY :)
ReplyDeletehope you have an excellent night xx