You know what's rubbish right now?

Life. Well, only at the moment. Well, even then, there's not that much bad stuff going on. But allow me to rant for a moment.

SNOW. The snow's so bad here right now. Soooo thick, and of course the entire country goes into complete collapse at the sight of it (we don't get it very often.) Uni was cancelled today, which was nice but I had lots of important things to do that day and it kind-of wrecked my plans. Ok, I spent a nice day building snowmen with M and girl mate G and going for lunch and chilling with hot chocolate at G's house... but I had to sacrifice a lot for moments of leisure.

The snow makes you want to eat as well. I had the BIGGEST lunch today - some massive chickeny thing with chips and then some toffee appley thing as well. You WANT it in your stomach to beat the freezing cold, yet I always seem to be feeling the cold a lot more than I used to (I asked my mum and she said, "you're probably not eating properly." Ha!)

I've told myself I won't eat past 3 o' clock, and for the past couple of days I haven't, but I've been eating such massive lunches it doesn't feel right, you know? I don't get the hunger pangs, I just stay full, and whilst this should be bliss, it feels wrong. It feels like I'm cheating, like this won't make me thin.

It's funny, I got this pic from a thinspo blog (thinspiration-pictures.blogspot.com - check it out, it's amazing!) and the title of the blog post was something like "you may have to fight a battle more than once to win it." Too true right now! I feel like I'm starting all over again, starting afresh. I've been looking at pics from nearer the start of term, from when I was about 9 stone 2, and I NEED to get back there. Christmas could make things trickier, but after Christmas comes New Year, and what a better New Year's Resolution.

What else sucks? Ah, the Plague. Well, it's a stomach bug, but a nasty one, consisting of 24 hours worth of vomiting and diarrhoea. We've affectionately nicknamed it the Plague, and in my house, 7 out of 8 of us have had it. We'd been putting bets on who'd get it next. There's only one person left to get it, and guess who it is? Only yours truly. My immune system is terrible but I can't AFFORD to be ill right now, so I'm praying it won't hit me. Pray with me, readers!

... Though one of my housemates did say he lost 12 lbs in one day from it. 12 lbs!! Alright, it's fake weight loss really, but still... imagine! If I lost that much, I'd drop to... 8 stone 8 lbs? My god, I almost kind-of want it now...

Terrible malarkey!

Oh yeah, more rubbishy things. I was hoping to take the new laptop into the uni today so I could get the hard-drive swapped so I could have all my old files and whatnot back (including all my thinspo pics, which I dearly miss!) but of course, it was closed... if it's closed again tomorrow I might have to wait until Monday. Which would be crap!

On the plus side, I've recently been home for 6 days, and on coming back, have noticed all my food's gone off and must be chucked out. My fridge smells fantastic. Still, nothing for me to snack on! I better get a healthy food shop going on...

Still trying to figure out the new laptop. Keep accidentally somehow zooming in on my Facebook page and not entirely sure how to zoom out.

Alright, gym tomorrow?

Q x