I got 99 problems

... But a bitch ain't one.

Hit me!

Sick of bitchy girls... how to deal with them?? Got some girl all up in my grill about the way I run things. It's too much of a long personal story to explain, plus it would bore the hell out of you, but don't you hate the haters?

Damn, I gotta stop listening to American hip hop. Ah no, play this Jay Z track one more timeee!

So, went sale shopping today. Success! Got 3 tops and a jumper. Why do I always stick to the top half when it comes to clothes shopping? I need to get more shorts and leggings and downstairs parts. Got some nice jewellery though. I'm gonna start a collection.

I actually felt skinny, too. When I tried on the clothes. One top I even got into and it was a size SIX. OK, it was MASSIVE and floaty, so it would have been even bigger on a real size 6 girl, but it was still my moment...

Thanks for the comments on the last post :) love having your support! Ariana, I've dyed my hair dark red in the past and it's looked really nice, plus it's coming back into fashion... could be something to consider! I always thought it brought out the colour of my eyes, too (they're brown but have a really red tint to them, which sounds weird, I know. Sort of chestnutty? I don't know.) I'll see what my hairdresser says!

And Amy, I do completely agree, people need to stay true to themselves. And I am thankful that my personality can shine through more than my appearance. After all, me and M talk and say we'd hate to be looked at like the Pretty Skinny Crew are looked at, as in, having to stay true to this constant perfection... what would happen if one of them sneezed grossly, or burped, or tripped over, or did anything remotely human? They'd be shunned. It isn't pleasant, I guess. But being girly isn't going too far from me. I used to be the sort of girl who wore all kinds of jewellery and always painted my nails, but as I went to uni, I got lazy and stopped bothering. I still wear pretty clothes and do my hair but I don't put as much effort in as I did, and I miss that. So my New Year's Resolution is to go back to making the effort. And sometimes a little bit of change can be for the good! I never had many interesting shoes (not for the daytime, at least) so a bit of variation might be an interesting and welcoming change to my wardrobe. I absolutely adore fashion and clothes and the idea of changing the way I look just by some simple accessories fills me with glee! Tragic, eh? I just need to get that effort back.

And we WILL stop picking our skin! We'll do it together! Woo hooooooo!

You know what's rubbish about Christmas? You think, it's ok, I'll pig for one day, but then there are the LEFTOVERS. Stupid amounts of food just chilling around your house waiting to be eaten. So much chocolate! Arghh. I can't wait until it's all gone. And then the New Year will come and it's definitely going to be a brand new start.

I need to get back on track with the 2 4 6 8 deal. I'm glad it's brought me down to 9 stone 3 so far. I've heard it's good at breaking people through plateaus. Could it get me to below 9 stone?? What I would do to be back in the 8 stone category... it can only get better from there! You know what I like about today's thinspo picture? That girl is the same height as me and has a similar starting weight (I was 144 when I decided to lose weight, in June this year.) And look at her now! I can only hope I'll look like that soon. Roll on 2011.

Q x