Goodbye student life (as I know it)

Didn't go for the tan last night for fear of rain. Was a flop of a night anyway. Clubs were dead! Went home mad early and didn't feel like any of it had been worth it. Ho hum!

My friend saw Harry Potter THIS MORNING. As in, a week before it comes out, practically! God dammit! Her mum has connections and she got a special ticket to see it in Leicester Square. Apparently it's pretty good though not as epic as she'd expected. She actually INVITED ME but I already have tickets to go to the midnight screening on Thurs night, and I know my friends would be pissed off if I bailed. Plus it'd cost about 33 quid to get to London and back, and I don't know if Harry Potter is worth THAT in my poverished state.

Speaking of, it's about to get a whole lot worse. My loan details came in for next year and it's going to be a POOR year. If I don't get a job I won't survive - something I wanted to avoid seeing as I'm doing so much around my course. I'm going to have to make all sorts of economic cutbacks, including not buying magazines (booo) and not going to dance classes (bigger boooo!) This also means no gym membership either. God knows where my exercise is going to come from. And I expect I'll hardly ever go out. Uni's about to get a whole lot more rubbish... can't wait.

Doesn't make me feel any easier that I spent a lot of time looking for a job last year and didn't find one. Ooer.

Oh dear! Maybe I can wait a bit longer til September after all...

Q x