I'm rubbish at blogging.

I'm sorry I haven't posted in aaages. It's my usual excuse, but I've been SO busy. This week has been full of so many highs and lows, but I've also taken on some awesome opportunities for my last year at uni - I won't be heading the dance troupe any more, but I'll be editing the Fashion section of the student newspaper and working with loads of people in my Student Union to promote societies and stuff. It's really exciting. I can't wait.

Speaking of dance, the show's TOMORROW, ergh. I'm dreading the pictures already. I was rubbish at doing the liquid fast with my busy-ness - I just forgot. I'm too scared to weigh myself as I know I've put on weight. After the show, I'm back on the 2 4 6 8. It's the only thing that seems to really work with weight loss, and I need to be skinnier for my Easter trip to Spain with the dance girls. They're so hot, it'll be mortifying to be the dumpy one with them. I've also got loads of formal events after Easter, Awards ceremonies and parties, so I need to get a hot dress and look super skinny. I haven't been hitting the gym much without any time, but after the show, it's on!

I had a dream last night I was Annie from 90210 (I've been loving that show as of late) and I was going in a hot tub with all the other girls, so like, Naomi, Silver, Adriana, those kind of people (if you watch it). They're all so painfully skinny and gorgeous. In the dream once I stripped off I had MY body (so, Q's body, not Annie's) and I was thinking, oh god, they must all be wondering how I got so FAT. I was really quite depressed when I woke up. I wish I was as skinny as them.

Promise to post more regularly! I'll definitely let you know how the show goes, at any rate. I need to do some serious catching-up of everyone's blogs, too. Hmm, know where my Sunday's just gone...

Q x