Caught in a net

Coupla dance show pics have gone up, ones taken backstage. I actually look sort of thin. Weird. Admittedly they generally only show my shoulders, arms and neck, which are the skinniest parts of me anyway, but still. I wonder what the professional pics will look like. I dread to think.

But the show itself... AMAZING. It went soooo well. We had the biggest audience we've ever had and people told me it was the best dance show they'd ever gone to see / been in. Chuffed!

I got on Ricky this morning. Oh man, he's being HARSH today. 9 stone 6! Say whaaat! I know I haven't been watching my eating as of late but... how can I put on so much weight just by eating normally?? What the hell is wrong with my body? Depressed. 2 4 6 8 FO SHO.

Today was 200. Think I went a bit over, but it was generally ok. Going to the gym tomorrow morning for Zumba and general workout, then I have a social in the evening... dressed as a net. Err, yeah... Dance is doing a joint night with the Lacrosse boys, and the theme is Deadliest Catch or something, so they have to dress as pirates or sailors or whatnot, and we dress as things you would catch in the sea... like nets, apparently. It's quite an easy costume, though, I just got some garden net from Wilkinsons and am preparing to wrap myself in it, as well as cutting little shapes to pin on it, like seaweed strands and starfish. Fingers crossed I'll look thin. Who knows! Erck.

Also have to have a picture taken of me tomorrow for editorial purposes in the student paper. It'll only be a face pic, so at least I don't have to be paranoid about looking skinny, but I bet it'll still be pretty gross. Ho hum.

Busy busy day!

On the plus side, I've been cleared to go to Malaysia in summer to see my family, woop! I'll have to take one of my exams in August, but I don't mind that at all. Hooray! I haven't been in so long - I can't wait to prove I can actually eat Asian food these days, unlike when I was a kid!

Big up,

Q x