I've eaten SO MUCH today. What the hell? Where did the SGD calorie allowance go? I'm going mad. It was a promising start... I had a Morning Glory smoothie, was set to have coffee when I got home and then get a choc shake from the Union before dance... but then I ended up going food shopping. Bad idea. Grapes... ok. Rice cakes with houmous... hmm. Bit of potato salad... right. Then the choc shake. But then I was so knackered from dance... a kit kat! And a packet of crisps! NO. Then crackers and houmous... then a bowl of branflakes!WHY AM I RUBBISH.
Can't even fathom how many calories that is. Don't want to think about it! I NEED THE GYM.
Me, M, A and housemate T are having a chilled night in... and now the three of them have gone to get takeaway. Dammit! Why? If they offer me some... hopefully this full-to-burst feeling will mean the food isn't in any way tempting to me.
Fat chance. Emphasis on the 'fat' there.
On the plus side, at least dancing's started up again. So with that and the gym, exercise is set to be good. Definitely going to the gym tomorrow, either before or after my midday lecture. And then dance in the evening. S'aaall good.
Blogger was weird to me yesterday. Tried to write my post and then it asked me for the date and time... it said 10 past 12 or something, but it was 10 past 8 in the evening UK time, so I changed the time, hoping it would say that on the post. But then it said it would post it at 10 past 8, and wouldn't even let me post it immediately! So that post went up 8 hours after I wrote it. Weird.
Fanks for all the supportive comments. Definitely feeling optimistic, especially now a new academic year is beginning.
Let's see how it goes. I promise I'll be back to my good self-controlling self tomorrow! Don't lose faith.
Q x
you're not rubbish! just get straight back on the wagon and you'll be fine :P xx
ReplyDeleteNo faith lost! we know you can and WILL do it! Your exercise has been great, you've just got to get the food under control. Your not rubbish, everyone has weak moments, its all about how you deal with them (you know saying f it and bingeing more or getting back on track!)
ReplyDeleteYou're going to just fine, and skinny in no time- keep going! xxx
dont worry girl, you've still got this! you're beautiful, dont let this stress you. a few days and it will all be gone and over with and you'll be thinner than ever.
ReplyDeleteI love your words like "knackered," "crips," & "rubbish"- it's different from what I normally hear and I think that's cool ^.^
ReplyDeleteHey, one bad up day won't completely ruin your weight loss goals! Just learn from the mess ups, pick up the pieces, and start fresh the next day =).
I've never had humous before...what does it taste like? Going to the gym always makes me feel better! What kind of dancing do you do? Dancing is amazing exercise- I hear it burns about 400 calories an hour, depending on what type of dancing you're doing.
Blogger's been crapping out on me too. Every time I try to post or leave a comment, I'll get a page that says "Service Unavailable," 'tis annoying sometimes =).
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