How could you be so heartless?

Where did I put my violin?

Oh, talking to Boy was a bad idea. No, it was a good one. I just heard some SHOCKING stuff. You know what he said? "I haven't felt ANYTHING for ANY girl at all since my ex. I haven't felt anything for 18 months. I'm going to need a good few years to get over her."

Oh man, I wanted to punch him. I was even wearing a knuckleduster ring, it would have hurt... though it said 'love' on it so that's a bit ironic. But anyway. 18 months.

"I do like you... as a friend."

I guess it's hard for me to explain as I only briefly summed our fling up... but I was in deep. I'll say that. Hearing this hurt like a mother. My poor ears. They hurt to hear those words.

WHAT A TWAT.

Feel like shit now. Could happily never see him again to be fair... might even get away with it. Annoyingly we have a similar friendship crowd, but we're only connected by certain people, and I'm not super close to any of those people, so I don't see him regularly - I only see him on nights out these days, so if I just run away at the sight of him, I can successfully avoid him forever. Deleted him on Facebook, deleted his number and all his texts, deleted him on Skype. Yeah, you're welcome to leave my life. Need a hand getting out? I'm sure I could spare you a shove.

Food... well, I feel like I've gone over the 650 cal limit already with some massive wrap thing I ate at lunch plus breakfast, so I'm just gonna sip diet coke today. You'll be happy to know my last session with my PT at the gym wasn't bad at all, and he showed me a well good tricep exercise that actually BURNS. So bye-bye, bingo wings!

Dance starts up again on Monday. I'm so glad to have it - I'm a very, very important part of organising it all and our events (let's just say I run the show) so it's amazing to constantly be keeping busy... takes my mind off things.

Life is not a barrel of laughs, but all I can do is keep plodding on, eh?

Stay strong, bloggers.

Q x