Fancy meals

Going for a fancy meal tonight. Well bugger that! Apparently the food is gorgeous too. Bah. It's not even something I can get out of as it's a Dance thing. I'm going to the gym this morning as I've decided I need to go every day, because somehow, with all my low foodiness and all that, I'm STILL about a billion stone heavier than I should be. Like, I'm really quite heavy at the mo. Yet I'm hardly eating anything. I'm a bit too shy to say exactly what I weigh (it's bad.) I put it down to lack of exercise.

Saying that, I'm feeling happy about my appearance again as people are telling me I look pretty and nice, and I look OK in photos. My friend's sort of seeing this guy and as all she says is 'Q this Q that' he had a Facebook stalk and he reckons I'm really pretty. N'awww.

I seem to go on these little ups and downs with my looks. I should learn to love 'em.

Ahh, tomorrow I'm taking part in the funniest thing - our uni's doing a charity 'Take Me Out' and I've got to be one of the girls. Have you ever watched Take Me Out? Basically there's 30 girls standing at podiums with their lights on, and a guy will come out and try to impress them. As soon as they're not impressed, they turn their light off ('no likey no lighty!'). At the end, the guy chooses to go on a date with one of the remaining girls who has their light on. There's about 4 blokes per programme, and on the show the same 30 girls come each week until they get a date, when they're replaced. Ours is a one-off so obviously only 4 of us will get 'dates', but it's still gonna be really funny. I don't expect to find a date. My friend has warned me about one of the guys going on it and he's really weird and socially awkward, and apparently has a way of commenting on girls' weight in a really nasty way. He's going on the show to 'find love.' Hmm, don't need him in my life!

How do I have time to do essays around this complicated life? I'd better find some time as I've got 2 in soon and I've only done one. Ooer.

Over and out,

Q x