Sigh.

Oh Gossip Girls, show me the light! Pre-3rd season, though. It all went downhill from there.

I'm living in a bit of a trance at the moment. I'm just stuck in the house, on my own, every day. I have no money to go and do anything and no car to get anywhere. I should be preoccupying myself with exercise, but instead I seem in this mundane, low state of mind. And I boredom eat! How awful. I'm going to set myself calorie limits to pull myself out of it. Maybe 2 4 6 8 again (post-breakfast).

I'm pretty sure I'm getting fat. The next week looks a bit more promising, though. My friends are finally returning from uni, and I have all sorts of things planned with the family. Perhaps being forcibly pulled off of my arse will encourage me to do it by myself more often. And things will go back to normal. Sadly, right now, me and the sofa are best friends.

SDR2, I haven't abandoned you!

Seriously though, it's getting embarrassing. I need a job, desperately. I need a life again! I've only just embarked on the summer holidays and already I'm willing to go back to uni. I seem to have more of a purpose there. And more of an incentive to be skinny - because right now, it's hard to care THAT much when you're faced with the prospect of summer solitude, and no-one admiring your efforts. I need my motivation back!

Doesn't help that it's grey and rainy every day, too. Call this summer?

Oh dear, see? Bloggers, I have so little to post about that when I DO post, it just becomes a drivelly little whine about my poor and sorry life. I'll try and keep the posting to a limit until something exciting happens.

I read my horoscope and it (weirdly) said something along these lines: 'you need to suck up the stuff in your life and start ACTING, because if you continue as you're going now, things will get much worse'. I read this as 'you're lying around and eating too much, you need to get up and MOVE, because if you continue as you're going now, the paramedics will be rolling you off that sofa.'

Now, I don't normally think too much of horoscopes, but that one's hard to ignore! Gemme?

On the plus side, my abs don't hurt any more! After about 4 days...

I'll write again when my life is back on the traintrack!

Q x